you're a mystery yourself

Saturday, July 18, 2009

7:06 AM

yo ppl^^ i found out i have to wear a bloody dress to my church teachers wedding^^ BLOODY FANTASTIC *HELL TAKES OVER* well dont you just LOVE L-O-V-E frilly dresses!!! WOW AND GUESS WHAT NO BLACK AT ALL! DX im gonna kill myself soon... well... maybe i will just wear my converse with my dress XD yeah... hehe... well today just spent the whole day sleeping and stuff.. so bored.. now re-doing my Lao's project... so much to do.. so little time... sighh....

wearing a mask

no one really knows who you are

you try to show your true side

but scared of rejection

no one really knows

the real you

no one really knows

what you really want

you act like a queen

but inside your acctually a peasent girl

you try to stand out

but the real you is nothing special

&the beauty.

6:08 PM

If you go away as I know you will

You must tell the world to stop turning

Till you return again, if you ever do

For good is love without loving you?

Can I tell you now as you turn to go

I'll be dying slowly till the next hello

-If you go away

I keep your photograph,

I know it serves me well.

I wanna hold you high,

And steal your pain.

'Cause I'm broken,

When I'm lonesome,

And I don't feel right,

When you're gone away.

You've gone away,

You don't feel me anymore

We spent some time together walking

Spent some time just talking, about who we were

There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time together drinking

Spent some time just thinking about days of joy

There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time together crying

Spent some time just trying, to let each other go

There's nothing like you and I

So why do I even try?

yo! i did;nt go to schl today cause im kinda sick.. so bored... have to go to the
bloody doctore later... i hate the doctor!! DX well got nthing to say will post
later if any interesting thing happens
ciao^^

&the beauty.

6:23 AM

I won't be made useless

I won't be idle with despair

I will gather myself around my faith

For light does the darkness most fear

And heartache came to visit me

But I knew it wasn't ever after

My hands are small I know

I am never broken

“Right.” She smiled.

I like to go to the mall

and walk around with you

laughing out loud

don’t care who we see

what they say

you and me

we'll be ok

I tell you what I don’t tell anyone else

just having you here helps me

We are never broken

In the end only kindness matters

&the beauty.

5:13 AM

A harmless hike through the forest

can change your life forever

in the forest lurks something different

something beyong human comprehension

an electric shock from the sound of his hypnotic voice

you body freezes the minute you eyes meet hs deep green ones

you want to be together forever

but something keeps you apart

this undying fact...

he has a secret...

something you may never be able to look past...

can love pull through...

or will this secret keep you away...

hey(:
well i am so bored... my parent are still pushing me to study... and i feel so freaked... well today we did some indian thing... the thing they do on the floor with rice flour... well we spent almost 2h doing that thing... go all dirty and my skirt looked like a chalk bomb exploded on it... Well Good new!!! STARBUCKS OPENED! HEHE! awesome(: im starting to post more often now^^ well im so bored! hehe... suppost to be doing home work but im so damn sick of always studying! gosh prelim so soon... STRESS STRESS! DX -sigh- wanna get PSLE over with soon!!! DX BLEHHH! well got nthing els to talk bout so... bye^^
luv,
Alice aka Ning(:
PS:
my blog is NOT emo!

&the beauty.

7:00 AM

My mind is almost a vile place.

A reel jungle amongst the concrete ones.

The thoughts have me questioning my sanity,

The thoughts keeps me grounded.

Am I who and what I perceive?

Or am I only a fraction of the things in my head?

The vision is nebulous,

The light is tenuous.

The map is incoherent,

The horizons are darkened.

And echoes of ‘Liar, you are a liar!’

Now, positively not the pants,

But the heart and mind needs you to put out the fire

&the beauty.

3:19 AM

“What if you sincerely believed something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that you wouldn’t even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced, or would it try to break through?”

hey^^ im so bored!! reading fanfiction now! hehe :D today was an ok day with an
excaption.. well we did'nt do anything we just went through papers and like talked
and i got a BOF book^^ hehe(: thx kimmy! no im sitting behind natalie and she is
sitting beside elsa... sitting next to elizabeth koh... ewww... nvm... can bear with
it... XD hehe(: lao shi make us have three mo xie's gonna die next weeek... the LONG
mo xie's and the week after we have to learn a whole paragraph of some silly
thing... sigh.... PSLE sucks man... i think im gonna faint from over working myself
>_< haha! have to do celine and addy's profle book!! LALA ok let me vent my anger on
the crappy teach... ok 1..2..3.. GO! well MRS T--- YOU SUCK! I TELL YOU I CANNNOT
BLOODY SEE THEN YOU SAY THAT I JUST PRETENNDING!!! I SAY NATANYA BLOCKING ME THEN
YOU SAY YOUR TALLER WHEN IM CLEARLY SHORTER! THAT FREAKING FEMALE DOG! GAH! CAN DIE!
WTH LAH... YOU ASK IF YOUR HAPPY WITH YOUR SEAT?!?!!? THEN I SAY I CANNOT SEE THEN
YOU TELL ME TO MOVE TO THE CORNER... BLODDY HELL LAH... THEN WHEN ALETHEA ASK DUN
SCOLD AT ALL! WHY MUST FREAKING PICK ON ME?!?!! HUH?!?!!? WTH DID I DO TO YOU?!?!?!
BLEEP OFF!!! GAHHH! I HATE YOU! okok... chill... gonna die now... bitch lah... NO
WAIT THATS AN INSULT TO FEMALE DOGS! HAH!!! ! well im gonna chill and go watch a
movie now...
ciao^^

&the beauty.

9:03 AM

well hey(: i have been in my room for the past five hours watching sappy chick

flicks XD cried a total of three times! =.='' im so patetic... well cinderella is

really cute... why cant i get my prince charming DX well now just listening to ''

the best day of my life'' so cute(: hehe^^ well im not gonna bother to talk aout my

DAMN BORING life... sstudy all day... my parents hate me... *sighhhh* chan micheal

is so HOT! >~< hehe XD well no one in my house hold is awake right now so im totally

bored... I can be surrounded by a sea of people, but still feel so alone... but then

i think of you and everything is better (: i cant sleep without knowing there's hope.

Half the night i waste in sighs, in a wakeful doze i sorrow. For the hand, the

lips... The eyes... For the meeting of tomorrow...

Ok i guess im tired now... hope to have that special dream i'll always remember...

goodnight....

sweet dreams...

&the beauty.

6:15 AM

hey(:

new blog! WHOoooooHOOOoooo XD haha(:

im will definitely not be posting everyday! well today was an ok-ish day...

Miss Karen Soh was'ent so bad i guess...

At last she does'nt lecture all the time...

at least for now that is... Mrs tham... NO COMMENT!

lao she kept telling me to work harder... so i guess i'll try...

PRELIM TIME TABLE IS OUT! >~<>

DX well Faith has invited me and Alethea to her house for a party!!! YAY! I CAN GO! awesome!XD well i can't oto the founders day dinner...

DX sad... well my mom said no and my dad said yess so eventually it ended as a no..

DX horrid!!! TODAY HAD NO TUTION!

WHOOOOoooooHOOOooooo! (:

so today overall was a good day! oh yeah...

I made ying get a heart attack while talking to jon^^ yay!

I created so much havoc in just 15mins(:

happy me! got my evil laugh back^^ luv ya ying! well thats all...

finished all homewrk...

so gonna read fan fiction!!! (:

btw...

go onto youtube and search the song ''sorry''(:

FANTASTIC song! so... i guess thats it....

BYE^^

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